After finding true love, new and unexpected life challenges emerge. While trying to face the difficulties, of his partners new HIV diagnosis, the author begins to explore previously repressed desires. After an exciting weekend of new experiences in Seattle, the desire to explore deeper into the world of bondage and domination only grows.
 
As Andrew explores deeper into the world of leather, he soon discovers personal strength, both mental and physical, from the challenges he faces, by submitting to others. Unexpectedly this builds deep bonds with others, while not diminishing his love for his partner. This is a personal story of how the author found strength and the ability to endure difficulties at home, by exposing themselves to complete submission to another. This is a story about how BDSM can be positive and empowering.